Love the LoLy Life

MALACCA - The Historical City

2011-01-25T16:44:00.004+08:00

So, before leaving Malaysia for good. I got a chance to visit Malacca, few hours driving from Kuala Lumpur. I did this impromptu travel with my travel bestie, Nita Agustin. We tried so many scrumptious signatured food from Malacca. From Chicken Rice Ball to Cendol Ice.

For a little sharing, we went there with public bus and changed the route for three times. With a little backpack on ly back, we didnt know whether we're gonna stay over for one night or did a return trip. Why public bus? Because both of us dont know how to drive a car (we only know how to drive people crazy) LOL.

So guys, please comfort your self to look around, send me a question if you need some trip advices to go there.

xoxo

Mon

-the world isn't wide enough for a trully traveler-

Black Swan (2010)

2011-01-13T09:25:00.002+08:00

A story of an ambitious woman in achieving her career as a ballet dancer, and to be exact, everything that seems blocking her way to get the glory will be washed away by her.

Nina (Natalie Portman) finally got a chance to dance as a Swan Queen in the prestigious ballet gala in New York. The ego and ambition of her makes the Black Swan side of her takes more portion in her life. Black Swan itself is the evil side of Swan Queen.

Nina, the perfectionist dared to stab herself to make her performance seems so perfect. The ending is quite hanging whether Nina is bleeding to dead or she can survive.

But after all, this movie is worth watching to begin the year of 2011. Pretty good one.

The Tourist (2010)

2011-01-12T14:37:00.004+08:00

I would like to give some amateur review about the movie I just watched last night. The Tourist. Indeed with a touch of action, drama, and comedy ala Johnny Deep, the movie is beyond my expectation, I guessed it’s gonna be a sobbing movie with 90% drama and 10% sex scenes (where Angelina Jolie is undoubtedly a symbol of sexism) .

The setting of Venice city stole my heart.

The ending is unexpected, the acting is medium hard.

The plot is quite questioning at the beginning, but seems so crystal clear after ¼ of the movie.

Johnny Deep is indeed a talented actor, but I think he has gone to far doing his Jack Sparrrow and put a little of Jack’s taste to this movie. Especially the way he walks on the rooftop. That was sooo Jack Sparrow. What do you think? Ha!

Bali Hare Gene

2011-01-11T13:58:00.001+08:00

Lets complain about Bali’s crowd and traffic.

Perjalanan dari rumah ke kantor tadi saya berpapasan sama belasan bus pariwisata. Pertanyaan nya sekarang, kenapa sih semua orang harus liburan ke Bali. Ada dua bus yang menyita perhatian saya, bertuliskan ”Rombongan Ziarah Pulau Bali”. Ohya ziarah? Sempat mampir ke Poppies Lane and Legian Road gak? Booze-ing dikit gitchuu..

Kenapa semuanya pada ke Bali? menengok ke belakang saat waktu liburan sekolah, Natal, dan Tahun Baru. Saya hampir nangis di jalanan karena kepanasan dan terjebak macet. Memang kalau dibandingkan Jakarta sih itu bukan apa-apa. Cuma saya lumayan shock setelah 3 tahun meninggalkan pulau ini, pulang-pulang disambut dengan kemacetan di mana-mana. Rasanya sulit untuk dipercaya.

#1 Pantai Bali

Berbicara tentang pantai, ternyata pulau tetangga Bali menyimpan deretan pantai-pantai perawan yang belum terjamah. Ya, Lombok. Anda harus mencicipi indahnya pantai Lombok, dan anda akan langsung memandang sebelah mata keberadaan pantai-pantai di Bali. Lalu kenapa wisatawan harus memenuhi Pantai Kuta di depan Hard Rock cafe???

#2 Belanja Murah

Mau belanja souvenir yang murah? Eits bukan disini tempat anda, sepanjang jalanan Malioboro di Jogjakarta, itu baru murah. Harga souvenir disini mahal, apalagi kalau anda ke Pasar Ubud dan Sukawati. Harga yang diberikan juga selangit. Atau mungkin, prestige anda ketika berbelanja disana jadi lebih tinggi dibanding berbelanja di sepanjang jalan Malioboro.

#3 Makanan Khas Bali

Tidak bisa dipungkiri lagi bahwa makanan khas Bali yang paling *signature* itu adalah Nasi Babi Guling. Pertanyaan nya, dari puluhan bus pariwisata yang didatangkan dari Jawa, berapa orangkah yang tidak dengan haram bisa mengonsumsi babi? HA!

Udah saatnya melirik provinsi dan tempat tujuan wisata lainnya. Contohnya saja Pulau Lombok dan Labuan Bajo yang tak kalah cantiknya. Bali udah sempit, udah kebanyakan orang, nggak usah ditambah-tambahin serbuan wisatawan lagi.

Planetarium Negara- get a gogo!

2009-08-14T23:41:00.009+08:00

Have you ever been realised that on the outside of Earth, there's another life, so-called galaxy?.As a dweller of planet Earth, I am just curious about stars, galaxy, star clusters, and rocket? Yeah, since I have never been to planetarium, me and my best travel buddy Nita as always planned a travel trip without any planning.confuse? yeah me too. But that was fun you know, being spontaneous and flexible. I just love it.

+ You can find the replica of the famous Stonehenge, located in the entrance park
of Planetarium

Before leaving, the gastronomy took very early action. We stopped at Chinese Restaurant named ZHIA (if im not mistaken), which located in Sunway Pyramid. I ate Golden Spicy Chicken which is one of recommended ala carte menus from the chef. I found this Tofu Fa seller (soya puding with brown sugar sauce) just opposite the restaurant. I know the common regulation that "No drinks or food from outside, allowed" but on that time, I couldnt stand my self to break the law. I brought the Tofu Fa (the most favorite item which made from soya) inside and ate it as appetizer. or dessert? (i was twisted my mind).

+ Tofu Fa (soya puding served with brown or white sauce - u choose!)
+ Golden Spicy Chicken/Pork/Beef

How to go there: Planetarium Negara is located in large tourism site nearby Tmn. Tasik Perdana. If you go from KL Sentral, you can use cab, cost RM12. Another option, you can just walk through Hilton and Le Meridien hotel (opposite KL Sentral) and take pedestrian walk, to National Museum (Museum Negara). Planetarium is located in the same site of Museum Negara.

walk distance fr KL Sentral : 300 mtr.

+ Planetarium Negara with its blue dome.
+ Scenery from the crossover bridge, connecting National Museum and Planetarium

Entrance Fee: Free (but if you want to enter Teater Angkasa or try the simulator, you must pay RM 2/ person.

Opening Hours: Thursday - Sunday, 9am - close

When I reached the exhibition hall. My eyes were sticking on these Mr. Astronauts. Hmmm, they're pretty cool in their outfit, got balloon on their head. shut up. that's astronaut's outfit, and I love it! but to be honest, it's a bit scary when you saw person wearing this kind of costume during the night hour.

+ hey mr. astranouts, im begging u, pls bring me to the moon

Another simulator is ANTI-GRAVITY ROOM. The room is about 1.5x3mtr which allows you to experience the sensation of living without gravity. I felt like falling down every time I steeped my foot. I have to hold the handle so I want fall. On its floor, you can see the panorama of flying to the moon. You can see the sprinkle stars under your feet. COOL!

+ i thought, anti-gravity means you can fly. But what i felt was only dizzy and unstable steps :(

I also visited the replica of interior inside the rocket. The toilet was cool, in its explanation the toilet will work more like a vacuum cleaner rather than flushing just like any other toilet. My tricky mind's wondering. What will be happen when the astronaut is pupping and suddenly there's no gravity inside the room. Don't u think you will see "something" fr your toilet bowl flying in front of your face? yieks....

+ i wanna tell a secret. Astronauts are humans, they also need to do the "P" stuffs.
Im wondering, how they put off their complex outfit when they feel kebelet.

teaser: My next posting would be National Museum. If i am noy mistaken, that was my very first time visiting museum. GREAT. what sort of person i am.that's confusing.after 19 years???whatever. But this museum's cool. It reminds me of Night at The Museum, I can say it's something similar like that, except the alive objects.

xx
monica

New Toy

2009-08-12T10:56:00.002+08:00

Please kindly visit mu new toy:

sin-miedo.tumblr.com

I have been working on this site so-called tumblr, after I found some fashion blogs which offer a truly art on it. Im still learning to modify and I have to find the main purpose of that blog. It could be passion blog, travel-writing, or my personal photostream?

I dont know yet.let see, and dont forget to subscribe :)

Lomo or Bangkok?

2009-07-22T18:28:00.006+08:00

You know what, these two items disturb me recently..Because they are just too adorable. I plan to do part-time job or volunteer-ing and earn money from there. Maybe I could just text my dad and ask him to send me some amount of money, but the indulgence would be so much different than I use my own money to afford them.

I consider Action Sampler/ColorSplash or Minimo.

One of my friend who could be considered as Master Lomo said, that manual lomo'd be more interesting and cool rather than the digital one. But looking to the efficiency of used, Digital Lomo is the choosen one.

Minimo. The Digital one, for efficiency!

Coloursplash.what could u ask more?

ActionSampler is imaginative!

Those items are another gorgeous human's invention. But, how bout Bangkok? Surfing into numbers of Travel-Blog inspired me to do back-packing, and Bangkok would be a great destination, because:

1. Air Asia offers quite cheap air fares, with reasonable price.

2. I cant stand the night market of Bangkok, and of course the Vintage market enchanted me!

3. Bath currency is super fine, i think.

4. Back-packers have their own speciality in Bangkok tourism.

5. Culinary travel.hot and spicy cuisine??what could i ask more...

so..what should i put on priority?

Lomo or Bangkok?

Mon

The Hardest Day

2009-07-22T18:07:00.004+08:00

@doko_harikusuma bumped into my email and suggestes one song from The Corrs titled The Hardest Day, I enjoyed listen to it. I immediately set it into my iTunes playlist.

When loving you is my finest hour..

Leaving you, the hardest day of my life..

The hardest day of my life...

peace,loph and gauul

mon

since im in mellow mood part 2

2009-07-20T23:47:00.002+08:00

Since im in mellow mood. I found this song is very deep. Im not really a hard die fan of Indonesian band, but this song is super touching.

Mungkin kau bertanya-tanya
Arti perhatianku terhadapmu
Pasti kau menerka-nerka
Apa yang tersirat dalam gerakku
Akulah serpihan kisah masa lalumu
Yang sekedar ingin tahu keadaanmu

Tak pernah aku bermaksud mengusikmu
Mengganggu setiap ketentraman hidupmu
Hanya tak mudah bagiku lupakanmu
Dan pergi menjauh
Beri sedikit waktu
Agar ku terbiasa
Bernafas tanpamu oooohhh

Teruntuk dirimu
Dengarkanlah

since im in mellow mood

2009-07-20T23:41:00.004+08:00

Have u ever felt being so alone and you start envying people who could curl up with the family anytime they want?

Have u ever felt being such a dumb, when u love someone and because of some circumstances u have to stay away from him/her instead being together?

Have u ever felt so coward, when u could not say any single word but in fact ur heart is now shouting the feeling but u choose to stick ur lips?

Melanconic and exaggerating

2009-07-20T19:16:00.004+08:00

ive been so random since this morning. Finally I flied back to Kuala Lumpur at 6 am this morn. Im so exhausted, my bones are rickety, my head just like being stabbed by hundreds of nail. The apartment seems so empty, Ivana has moved out and Itin hasnt came back yet from holiday. What a loneliness. I hate the moment when you are homesick but in fact you dont have someone to be shared with. Most of my girls have moved to other apartment, so only me.grace.ichel keep stand here.

Why it is so hard? yeah because literally I still have two more weeks of holiday, but I need to settle one event right here, and It couldnt be left :(

I dont know, this semester will be super solid, half of my class move to Adelaide, maybe only 8 people left in the class.

i miss home

i miss my perfect family. the best family in the world

miss his spalding smell. tastes too sweet for me

miss genkmakan bersama doko

The impact for too early coming when in fact you still have 2 weeks of holiday left would be too much twitter-ing, facebook becomes pretty boring, or cry alone inside your room.

tagged: family members,harikusuma

Mayesta Beach, caught up with old pals.had so much "jamur"

2009-07-07T00:40:00.007+08:00

Me is in semester break holiday. ive read too many teen magazine fr A-z, surfing into random fashion blogs from bloggers around the world which stunned me a lot and was inspired to manage a photo-shoot with my narcist sister.

friendship will always there. Few days ago i caught up with some old pals from 10th grade, and it was totally fun. We went to Mayesta Beach and the beach which is located nearby Jimbaran Hill was super beautiful with it corals, big wave, lagoon and sea cave. TOTALLy STUNNING! Before we reach the beach, we have to climb up the hard coral and steep coral. (i cried for my CROCS. the sharp coral created scars on it.wth!) i supposed to wear a pair of cheap slipper. i was totally saltum on that day.

I sighed a lot when i reached the beach. We (beach hunters) were getting crazy coz one of our member bring SLR camera. We competed with other couples who did pre-wedding photo-shoot.hell yeah, so sorry if ur camera caught us posing behind the couple. lol

During this break. Beaches has enchanted me. I went to beach like quite often than before, and i had so much fun. im gonna beg my GPS friend #astri puspaswari to show me other virgin beaches around southern part of Bali.

everyday is holiday in bali.

Menjangan Island for Snorkeling Indulgence *part 2

2009-06-16T18:35:00.006+08:00

The underwater adventure was about to start. I wore my scuba fins, mask, and snorkel, ready to explore the richness of colourful coral reef. The instructor asked us to walk-backward because if we walk as casual the waves will strike our scuba fins and we will stumble until we reach into the normal depth for us to swim. After I swam a bit far from the beach, my eyes could finally catch the underwater nirvana. The beautiful soft and hard coral as well as fan coral and sponge, from small neon colour until Finding Nemo’s kind of species. The sponges were puffing following the water circulation, showing that there is life. The instructor shepherded my hand to swim further and I found a dark vertical walls down 30-60 meters under the sea which scared me a lot. I saw bigger size of fishes and I remembered what my instructor told me that Menjangan Island is famous from its tropical reef fish, sea turtles and SHARK! I had to recall my memory and remember that yeah, sharks exist and maybe they were swimming not far from me. My instinct told me that something scary will come out from under water, but beside my anxiety of cannibal fishes, I enjoyed following shocking pink and neon green colour fishes. Even though I knew I won’t catch them, but the pleasure was indescribable.

The blue crystal water reflected the warm sunlight, sparkling on the horizon. That was my very first time observing the underwater richness. Nothing can be described. If we look to environmental issue concerning coral reef mutilation through anarchy ways for business profit, that makes me furious. Nature and environment are our friends, harmony and balanced life between us will create a great condition of living. Remarkable exploration and pleasure finding bonded my feeling together, colouring my vacation with new astonishment for West Bali.

**due to my Colour Story assignment.

Menjangan Island for Snorkeling Indulgence *part 1

2009-06-16T18:18:00.003+08:00

A thousand temples or even more, foreign tourists from almost every part in the world, warm sunshine, ocean breeze as sweet lullaby, white sandy beaches and friendly people are all waiting to be explored in Bali Island. I will bring you to the most western part of Bali, a place for slower pace and nature sanctuary.

Arriving at Ngurah Rai airport is quite an excitement for even the most experienced traveller. The first thing that you’ll notice when stepping out of the plane is the Indian Ocean right beside the runway. Traditional Balinese rindik (music instruments from bamboo) escorted my way to immigration desk and authentic Balinese engraving adorns every corner in the hall. It’s a most unusual but pleasant welcome, and not one that most people expect.

I was in summer break vacation. I’m a native Balinese who studies abroad, and going back to my hometown is a real pleasure. I come from the most favourite holiday destination of the world and people will start feeling envious to me when I tell them where I come from. Before I went to study abroad, I always felt that Bali is just like any other islands, the place where I was raised and born, nothing more to describe. But after staying away from home, I realised that there are many places in Bali that enchanted my heart and I never pay particular attention to them.

Walking out from arrival gate, my parents welcomed me with big smile in their face. This is what I call as indescribable feeling, joy and pleasure, no more walking, stumbling alone on strange road. Even when I was surrounded by a million people I feel alone without my family. We planned to go to Menjangan Island (Deer Island), one of Bali’s best scuba diving sites which is famous from its underwater richness and deep coral reef wall, next week.

My friends and I departed to West Bali at 7 in the morning, three and a half hours driving from Denpasar, capital city of Bali, headed to western part of Bali. It was like a déja vu, my car passed through the curving roads with the golden carpet of terrace paddy at the right side of the road, ready to be harvested. I was so amazed, I had never concerned that this exotic landscape is literally exist in Bali. From my car window I saw Balinese women wearing colourful kebaya and kamen (traditional clothes) walking in a row on their way to the nearest temple while putting an offering pilled with fresh fruits and rice cakes as tall as 40 cm on their head to be offered to the Gods, sometimes without being hold by hand and for me that was a real magic. Besides its gorgeous landscape and scenery, the social cohesion between Balinese has captivated my heart. The strong women, family-oriented kind of belief, a harmonious relationship between people and God are perpetuated through every aspect of life.

Above: Balinese women with smile on their face, even the offering on their head is not light.

photo was taken from google.

“I like the friendly and warm nature of the Balinese people and the sunshine! I like that just out from the tourist areas are beautiful landscapes and natural environments that really show the family-oriented culture,” said Janette Wajs my Australian friend who had just visited Bali for two weeks. Now I understand why people love Bali more than I do. They found a uniqueness that I have never realised before.

West Bali for a slower pace and more intimate encounter with nature

Vicious waves in black sandy beaches was in the left side of the road, it signalled that we were so close to borderland area between Jembrana (West Bali) and Tabanan (South Bali). No more curving roads and terrace paddy, all are replaced by cocoa and coconut plantation. Yes, West Bali is famous from its cocoa, coconut and teak forest. After one hour the car left the border, we entered a very long road and nothing but woods to see. That was West Bali National Park, the only conservation forest in Bali. This National Park is home to deer, civets, monkeys, rare wild Javan buffalo and the nearly extinct Bali starling or Rothschild’s mynah (Leucopsar rothschildi), a small white-crested bird. Along the road, I could see a bunch of jumpy monkeys playing on the side road. The local people said, if the inside the forest lacks of water, the animal will appear on roadside. That was on July, during dry season in Indonesia, so perhaps the forest ran out of water.

Arriving at Labuan Lalang on Teluk Terima (Reception Bay), we had to check our reservation for snorkelling and fitting our snorkelling equipments, mask, snorkel, and scuba fins. We used a motor boat to go to Menjangan, spending 30 minutes until we reached the island. Menjangan Island is an uninhabited island about 10km offshore with slopes and walls encompass the land. Applying sun block lotion with high SPF is a must if you don’t want to get burnt skin and reddish face (but my Germany friend was obviously applying tanning lotion onto her skin!). The stinging sunlight could be an enemy for skin but a saviour for snorkelling pleasure. The great sunlight will help us see the underwater clearer. Menjangan actually means deer, just like its name, Menjangan Island is a home for a flock of deer. If you are lucky, you can found them drinking water from the spring not far from the beach. There is an old temple inside the island, and the worshippers oftentimes bring their offerings for praying at the temple.

to be continued to part 2

French Village and Japanese Garden.boo!

2009-06-15T13:57:00.010+08:00

I went to Berjaya Hills like couple months ago. Since my friends are so excited telling their travel journey. im gonna add more story to it.

It is also called as Bukit Tinggi, it took 2 hours driving from Kuala Lumpur. and it's only 45 mnts from Genting Highland. I went there with groups of my friends, three quarters of them are new pals which I knew them when we met at FGCC office fro further briefing. So, the itinerary is like this, we were divided into two groups. First group is a paintball-lover, so they re gonna play paintball in separated area. Instead, another group went to French village and Japanese Garden. I joined the second flock, since i dont like paintball, because for me it's kinda painful way only for satisfying your passion (my girlfriends came out with stone bruised and minor wounds, ive told u my dear!).

French Village

: is actually a hotel resort of Berjaya Company. It was designed pretty same like French-typical of village. I could find a wishing well, clock tower, clowns while playing their typical attraction, french house, french food. And im sure you will find French Fries, there. Many westerners were there, i felt like im in abroad (yeah literally im in abroad, but the ambiance at French Village was more abroad).

Japanese Tea Garden

:is just like its name, Japanese landscape with its original decoration like koi ponds, japanese bridge with stones and typical japanese plants also japanese style of house where you could rent the kimonos for RM 20. The people from japanese house wore yukata and they will offer you many types and colors of yukata that you could rent. Some of them were imported fr Japan and cost around RM 1,000.boo!

i took it from thelittleglobe.com ;D, since i left my friend's camera @ home, while rushing to catch a taxi.
(stupidity mode: on, me borrowed it for the trip, and me left it at home)

I suggest these two spots for those who love photography. While journey, most of my friends are photographers, they purposely joining this trip for capturing the scenes.

Fashion is a lifestyle, believe me

2009-06-15T12:37:00.007+08:00

Since I am a fashionista (imean ilove fashion, but yet im not that stylish) , i bumped into JTimberlake's personal blog (im also kinda of amazed that apparentely Justin T is a fashion addict) and found some fashion blog links.

Garance Dore

: a typical fashion magz. blog. It's more to TeenVogue writing style of fashion article. And yeah it's true, the blogger, are partnered with TeenVogue. It's a french blog, it was written in french, but since she realised that her blog visitors come from every part of the globe. She created the english version of it. yippie! I was amazed by her style of writing and her mood of fashion. It just so stunned me out here. It's kinda inspired me and recall my dream to become an intern in teenvogue magz. and day im gonna have my own fashion magz.

StreetPeeper

It's another blast for fashion street world. I was so amazed that Jakarta is listed into "cities we peep". Hmmm, oh yeah im a proud of it, Indonesia finally could compete in the same lists with NewYork, Milan, Tokyo, London and Paris. It's a manual e-book for those who love street style.

**oh jezz and ibecome so motivated after surfing into these two blogs. and yeah iwont bury my dreams of becoming an editor-in-chief of my own fashion magz.

fresHcom asik.pizza party.the Pacifier

2009-06-13T00:48:00.004+08:00

hey....jumpa lagi... *pake gaya ci-luk-ba nya maissy*

tadi gue baru plng komsel..dan hari seneng banget deh,soalnya komselnya itu komsel makan-makan..jadi kebayang dong..gimana saya menyambutnya dengan bersuka hati. Si ellen, tadi siang baru selese kelas kitchen, so dia punya Chocolate Tart and Lemon Marienge.. enak cuyyy...lebih enak nya lagi karenga gratis..seperti kata sodara Oddigawa "saya ada seorang free-thinker, alias pemikir gratis" jadi kalo ada apa-apa yang gratis gue suka. hahahah...

teruuus, komselnya juga asik,meskipun sharing nya gak gitu lama, tapi kita sempet worship and ngbrol banyak,saling nguatin trus jadi saling ngedoain.asik banget deh,jarang2 kita bisa ngbrol banyak...

habis itu dong...kita semua bikin pizza party sambil nonton The Pacifier, film nya Vin Diesel itu..such a fun, saturday night yang lumayan unforgettable..

meskipun gue masi punya tugas segudang, ngumpul2 bareng ini bikin gue jadi refresh. Plus, gue uda ngerasain excitement nya Extravagant cuy...
hauuuw...seneng deh...
=)

2009-06-12T17:53:00.002+08:00

huh.im so bored,man!
icant have my nap, i dont know why. I tried to close my eyes and hell yeah, i got up and decided to posting on my blog.

my level of boredom is unreachable, im not so free actually, i have one assignment, awaiting to be touched. But im not in the mood of doing it. This noon, i have just passed up my second essay. In total i have 4 assignments to be done, like i have posted before. And yeah I have finished all three, only one left, the toughest and the blurest assignment ever.

But never mind, im gonna put it aside, at least for tonight. Im gonna have cell-group with my girls and I'll beg them to order DOMINO's. Yeay i have promotion coupon for it and my mouth like cant stop crunching for sure *sigh

shut up and stop complaining, Mon....
i'd better take a shower and colling my head under the cold water.

bye folks
xx

i heart blogging.and i wont stop crapping until the internet connection stops me

2009-06-11T17:37:00.009+08:00

hey folks,

talking about my final assignment (again??!! *sigh* no more posting about assignment mon...) Im now doing my assg. at coffee bean and i desperately need caffeine to clear my restless mind. im sort of need new environment to force my brain working and doing this freaking assg.

But you know what, im do glad because apparently the caffeine works. In few hours I ve done like 700words. amazing! thanks to almighty caffeine. I love the ambiance, though I have been sitting here for couple of hours and my Black Forest iCe blended cup has been dried, the coffee bean's staffs just ignore me and let me doing my work.

My assignment is about Journalism ethical issue and its conscientious ethical decision-making. Tough,huh? but hell yeah, im heading to conclusion part...yippie....
i consider to do my other essays at coffee shop, i hope the same magical transformation will happen just like what im experiencing right now.

ohya another coincident situation happens. Do you know one of The Click 5 song entitled "Jenny"?? here is some of its lyric:

You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on.
We're standing still, Jenny. You got me on my knees.
Jenny, it's killing me.

Erase the "you got on my knees" part and you will come to conclusion about how cruel and torturing Jenny is. And you know what... Jenny is the name of my lecture who gives me this assignment...yeap....i believe this is only a coinsident accident, but, it's true..man!

*laugh..laugh..laugh*

My final movie project is up on Youtube...

2009-06-10T22:27:00.004+08:00

Hey folks,

yeah, in earlier posting ive talked about my final movie project and it's already up on Youtube.

Enjoy... click here to watch

pls drop some comments, it'll help me improve my camera skills.
thx

xx

Two Down, two more to go

2009-06-09T16:10:00.003+08:00

holla folks,

For your information. I'm just finishing my movie project (editing, i mean, i havent done the pre-production thingy) but it's okay, at least ive doen 90% of my work in this movie thingy.

This is the last subject where i can interact with camera and movie editing. I'm sure, im gonna miss it. The next two semesters are full with theoretical subjects.

Im gonna put it on Youtube and my Facebook account. If you guys wanna watch it badly. :)

It's about sushi, easy sushi with only RM 10..

*smile..smile*

Thanks to my very talented friend, Hendrick Alfonso. He helped me to do acting in my movie. He's a good future chef. And also Nita Agustin for the patient and whole-heartedly in helping me doing this film project.

cheers

Try..try..try.. just like what Mr. Mraz has sung

2009-05-31T21:24:00.008+08:00

hmmm, hola folks!

it's been so long since the last time i posted one profile article, dedicated for my dad. Yeap, life goes well.except assignments thingy which always torture me, somehow.Whatever it is, those assignments are my final ass. for this sem. Semester 4, meaning ive been staying almost 2 damn years in Malaysia. hidup secara anak kost ini bener-bener 'menyenangkan' yah kalo lu ngerti maksud gw. :)

But still, even ive been knitted with this kehidupan kost, i still miss my family, and my sister told me such a good news, we're going to have a family trip during this semester break. I don't know exactly, where we're going to but all family members join, and im just too sure, it's gonna be a fun time to be spent.

Besides my holiday schedule, im currently working on my feature article, it's only 1200words, but im just too damn lazy to add more words on it, ive typed 400words, and stuck on it. Okay for information, it's about BALI, a place where i was raised and born. I suppose to write fluently,rite..but im just too stuck to write. im just so suspicious, am i really a balinese (okay in reality im a half balinese, but dibesarkan selama 19 tahun and still do not know what to write about??what a shame)

Okay, enough with my feature, i still have 3 asses to be done. Journalism ethics essay (it's only 1500words, but the lect. asks very detail requirements to be followed, which so torturing), Film Production (im so sure, im gonna do shooting this Wednesday, and ive reserved the actors, just pray for it to run smoothly), the last one is two freaking pieces of news analysis for International Media Comm.subject (hmmm, it's 2000words.) ive done so many sigh'es and still i cant release my stress.

i'd better start working by now.and stop complaining

** current tune: TRY TRY TRY by J.Mraz and I Quit I Quit I Quit by the click Five
(is it the latest trend within song writers or what, repeating one word thrice for a title??)

**my eyes are sticking into a pair of ankle boots, im just wondering someone finds a pair of it size 11 for detail.hmm..just let me know..

The Magnanimous Heart of Alit

2009-05-12T12:59:00.004+08:00

Being a young boy growing up in frugal family did not make Nyoman Irianto Wibawa, known as Alit, missed the boat of cheerful childhood. His family had implanted the simple way of living by educating the children about the value of money. That family’s platform has created a strong root for what Alit is involved in right now, stunned the microfinance area in Bali Island coverage. He is my beloved father. His journey of life has captivated me to create something great like what he has pioneered for the poor community in Bali.

“My biggest achievement in this life is the practice of giving,” he said through Skype. Now a 49 year-old businessman, Alit is dedicated his life to Dinari (Dian Bhuana Lestari) Foundation which means “lights that shine throughout the world”, the foundation that he and his brothers established in June 1992 together from collective money as amount Rp. 10.000.000,- (RM 3.250). Now it has been serving 10.000 clients which consist of small business clients in Bali from green-grocery until breeder of hundreds livestock. “The mission of this microfinance foundation is to raise society’s awareness of environmental issue and to provide opportunities for people in chronic poverty to improve their lives,” he said when he was asked about the main vocation of Dinari. He said small business loans with of course low interest and in some circumstances even without collateral were provided to those small businessmen for stimulating their business.

The triumph of serving and helping the poor is not apart from the childhood story of Popsicles and fried tofu seller. The little Alit was equipped a bucket of fried tofu by his mom to be sold during lunch break at school. Alit’s mom, my Grandma is a sharp-thinker for every opportunity in doing business and her children were empowered and educated as how to do business. Alit and his siblings had never been absent in bringing one bucket of ware, from fried tofu to home-made Popsicles. “There was a time when Alit dropped a full bucket of fried tofu, and we had a quite big loss at that time. When he reached home, I had been waiting with a cane in my hand. I do not think I was a cruel mother at that time. It was just a way to educate him that money is very crucial for our family and earning money is not that easy as flipping the palm of hand,” told Ni Made Chandra, my grandma.

The Best is Yet to Come

Spending his boyhood in small village challenged his instinct to experience the hard-heated city. He moved to Denpasar, the largest city in Bali for high school. Apparently, that was a point where he could see the bigger picture. “My most notable weakness might be that I could not speak English well. Even though I have many partners from abroad, I think my level of English is just about high school level,” said Alit, the hard fan of Indiana Jones. When he moved to the city, all his friends had read at least one thick English novel per week. In contrast he could not say any single word in English, supported by the fact that in his village, English subject was untaught. He said, in every English subject, his heart was beating so fast and he was always in cold sweat. Having a huge problem in English subject did not make him desperate because through some close friends, he learnt a lot and made progress.

After graduating from high school, he went to Salatiga, one city in Central Java to take Agriculture major for his bachelor degree. He met my mom when he was in last semester. My mom, Yulianti Anggraeni, known as Neny is his best friend’s sister. It was a sweet coincidence, they got married in July 1989 and they already have two daughters and one son.

The Real World is Waiting

Graduating as Agriculture Engineer did not hamper his passion in helping the poor community, because this microfinance that he involved needs a strong foundation of finance and management background. His eyes were opened when he had to do work field in small rural village. He experienced a great environment with unadorned farmers; moreover the village members were pretty diligent. They work intensely with honesty in their heart. “My heart was touched when I experienced that situation, I dreamt about one NGO which can help the poor in village, for them to find a better life,” he explained. Agriculture education that he has been through apparently is very beneficial for Dinari’s performance. Two third of the clients are people who run agriculture and animal husbandry industry.

“In pioneering something new, we need to be full of patience and spirit. Dinari’s first clients are meatball sellers of only 65 people, but if the clients now has expanded to 10.000 clients, it is all because of the spirit which was never wavered,” said Alit who always refers back every step in his life to one verse in the Bible “and whatsoever you do, do it heartily, as to the Lord, and not unto men.” He believes everything that he has been through, bitter or sweet, everything that he has done in his life he did it for God so that he could give his total effort in running this microfinance industry.

“He is a typical well-planned man. He always writes down his schedule for the entire day on his planner. He loves to learn and jot down a note. He is also a responsible father for his children and also husband for me. From many things that I have learnt from him, his honesty might be the most crucial character that can make him still stands,” said Neny deciphering her husband impassionedly.

“I believe that the greatest fear in this world is the fear to dream. As for me, I will not stop dreaming of something big. Creating Bali which is free from poverty, for some people it is such an insane dream, but for me that is my goal and purpose in this life. Thus, I believe that I am created to live on purpose and I have set my purpose,” said Alit unfolding his biggest dream in his life.

Living up and down could be tiring for some people, but Alit has taken every opportunity that he could take to fill up his empty bucket, a bucket of experience. His passion in helping the poor should be multiplied so that it can create a better world. Something in his heart burns like a fire, fire of spirit, passion, love and faith for those who are in need.

**profile of my dad in occasion of Creative Writing assignment

NUMB

2009-05-11T14:38:00.002+08:00

i ve become so numb.i can't feel the pain....

i dont think today is a good day.

im currently in media hub. doing my flash animation assignment while cam-whoring using iMac.

i feel like i cant stand my tears to drop.

but the most weird part is i don't even know what's the cause....

=) hectic day

2009-05-03T23:46:00.002+08:00

Hei blog tercintaaah (asik gw kali ini bakal posting dengan bahasa indo..)

Hari minggu ini bener2 hari yg sangat hectic cuy...gimana enggak, gw harus nge WL pagi sore.. buat cRenny ama Ko Frank mungkin biasa, tp gw kan masi super junior di pelayanan model ini..
tapi sungguh ruar biasa cuma Dia yg mampuin gw buat ngejalanin semuanya dengan AWESOME..His presence is real...seneng banget deh rsanya punya Papa kaya Dia, yg selalu ada DIMANA pun kamu ngebutuhin...
Dia memang lambat, tapi gak pernah terlambat...dan gw percaya banget itu...banyak hal yg bikin gw senyum2 sendiri gara super FALLING in LOVE ama Dia...

Nggak tau kenapa nih, akhir2 ini gw selallu di ingetin buat PERCAYA aja deh sama Dia...meskipun disaat gw ngeraguin kemampuan gw, Dia selalu nguatin gue.Tenang...ada Aku di sini...dan itu nyata....disaat kiriman bokap belum dateng gara2 gw make uang bulan lalu terlalu boros, jd gw akhir bulan ini sedikit super ngirit...tapi teteup ajah ada banyak hal2 amazing yg dia kasi di hidup gue...surprise,uluran tangan kasih, miracle...yang bikin gw ga pernah ber-kekurangan...

Oh iya, hati gw sedikit complicated nih, sebenernya si lebih ke perpaduan antara bingung + super bingung=...??? tapi sermon2 bulan ini yg berbicara ttg relationship bener2 bukaaa mata gw...ternyata gw masi belum bs jadi single..

5 hal bodoh yang bisa bikin gw senewen dan bad mood:

1. Poni gw mulai acakadul dan ga berbentuk, rambut lepek berminyak.
2. Nungguin orng yang bisa bikin gw telat.
3. Perasaan menyesal saat liat jumlah saldo tabungan gw amblas gara2 retail therapy yg gw terapin.
4. Pengen makan enak tp cuman bs masak maggi mie di rumah
5. Disaat gw delivery order McD tapi yg gw bayar ama yg gw dapet ga sama.
(e.g: gw pesen double cheese burger, yg dateng cheese burger doang...gondok....)

FEW things has just hapenned

2009-04-28T02:06:00.003+08:00

Rasanya udah lamaa banget gak update ini blog. First karena terlalu banyak yang musti gw critain dan yang kedua, rasanya gw selalu kekurangan waktu buat ini itu. Jangankan update-ing blog, gw aja uda hampir 4 bulan ga menyentuh cinema. Yeah...busyness has drown me here.

Beberapa hal terjadi, but i dunno how to mention,man!
ijust wanna share what's going on recently..

1. Yeah first of all, i ve been sworn as Cell group leader. idunno what term should i use to decribe my feeling, it's just a mix feeling of huge responsibility, abit worry, glad, and thankful. but none of them can compete with love and passion that cant be waited to be shared =)

2. My dad's pretty busy. Even he only replied my LONGLONG email with one sentence decribing that he was in rushing and he couldnt read my email on that time. Hmmm..yeah, he's a workaholic, he's a breadwinner, he's everything in my family. But eventhough ive comforted my self with all sweet words. It couldnt waver my sadness of being slightly rejected.

3. Few hours ago, i just saw the notification of someone fr single to double. It just disturbed and shocked me a bit. It induced me somehow. Urrrrgh...too disturbing to be seen.seriously man..
i wish i didnt look up my FB profile and found out that scoop. =.=

4. Yeaaay...i have 3 weeks hol. in total. What a major excitement. but on the other hand i hav to pass up my ass every three days. what theeee.......

5. Financial deficit is coming...i dunno what i hav spent the most?maybe i hav to stop going to Zanmai every weekend.

thats all folks.i dunno why im not that excited in typing this blog. maybe i need some sleep. yeaaah..i need.my eye bag has turned become eye sack. and the circle goes dark.

nite folks.wish i can giv u another scoop sometime
=)

Birthday Blast

2009-04-04T22:53:00.002+08:00

hey...

today's my birthday....im so speechless, i cant say anthing futher and deeper...only major thanks to my beloved friends. who support me through these times. running beside me when i was weak, strengthened me when i was sad..

Rendez-Vous...

i always love you guys..where i have exeperienced the true love from Him..nothing can be said but love...aloads of love <3<3>

Pemusik..Choir..Singer u/ Fresh Youth 5 April 09

a big hug for u guys....keep running with Him...thanks for the support, prays...aloads of thanks to you guys.. =)

Sorry For the Lies

2009-03-26T14:31:00.001+08:00

it's hard to show you
how i feel, how i hurt
sorry for the lies
hidding my self in a crack shell
nothing better than keep it only for me

i love you,my dear
i know it's hard to run the day without you
but sorry for the lies
im only cant be with you
im only cant be on your side forever

sorry for the lies
i can only turn heartbreaks into songs
ain't brave enough to disclose everything
that's gonna hurt you

im sorry for the lies
let me feel the pain, instead of you
let me cure my own ulcer but not you

copyright: 2009.putumonica

Goodbye Memories

2009-03-23T17:34:00.001+08:00

Dear folks.
im here just wanna share that im proud of my-self.why on earth i describe me so sudden.because someone just woke me up and heated me to move forward. it's really uneasy, man..i have been keeping this for years and more, like a gross ulcer, avoiding to be cured.

thank you for the memories we've done together. but now sadly im gonna say, i must torn it into pieces.burn.and throw it away..away means throwing them to unreachable place so that i wont dig those old saga and arrange them like a broken puzzle. goodbye memories..

being a shinning me is not by chasing others to be realesed. there's no point of compete each other and hope our story can make jealousy or other presumption wish our own story can be the winner. yeap..i just laughed out loud when i realise the odd. and my little heart said..it was time to be free.;)

goodbye memories....
for someone out there...
ganbatte ne...

tagged: doko harikusuma

What Goes Around...

2009-03-19T14:28:00.002+08:00

hey folks..

life goes surprisingly..ive been starting 40-days prayer since this Monday..and guess what the temptation just like heavier than i can expect, wake up early in the morning while u havent get enough sleep coz loads of assignments should be finished on time..but u know what, He empowers me to wake up, there's always a help and beg me to wake up and wash my face before i start praying. When i pray, i feel so save and secure, ive never felt that kind of excitement before..even everybody hasnt waken up on that time, and the sky still dark but my prayer was so fluent and i love the quality time with Him...i think it has been so long when i have the real quality time with Him, i just take prayer as something routine..sometimes i do it if im in the lowest place and i dont know where to go. Goooosh...please forgive me..

Love life goes suck...yeap...ive just talked something weirdo with GDH, yeah he has moved on..i dont know what to say, i feel pretty happy with that, but i cant hide my little heart against it. i dunn wanna be a liar..pretending like everything is okay, and im so happy...but one thing that i know..i have to stop being selfish, kinda cruel if i let my true feeling to be spreaded out..enough is enough my dear...

xoxo

Ini dan Itu

2009-03-08T20:11:00.002+08:00

hey people..anyway gw ud balik lagi ke Malay jumat kemaren, trus siangnya langsung ngacir ke kelas..takut ketinggalan pelajaran, ternyata kelas ud pada ngebahas coming up assignment..duh Tuhan akhirnya gw harus balik ke dunia nyata..setelah berbulan2 gw hidup di lulla-land. Sampe Malay gw langsung ikutan Learder's Outing di Port Dickson..waaah...seru and asik banget jd bisa lebih akrab ama pelayan-pelayan FGCC yg dulunya sekedar kenal sekarang bs ngobrol nyambung..dan terlebih lagi di situ Tuhan nyadari visi dan tujuanaku apa sih hidup di dunia ini..bukan cuman menuh-menuhin dunia doang, tapi buat mengeban dan ngejalanin perintah yang udah Dia kasih.

Gak tau kenapa yah..gw ngerasa kuatir banget buat ngejalanin hari2 di depan gw, serasa gw gak tau harus kemana gw melangkah, apa yang harus gw lakuin dan step apa yang harus gw pilih. Semuanya itu terasa begitu complicated. Juga dengan beberapa berita2 yg mengagetkan yg gw denger dari temen2 deket gw, bikin gw ngerasa ciut dan makin nggak jelas..Apa yang harus gw lakuin untuk komsel gw, apa yang harus gw lakuin buat pelayanan gw, apa yg harus gw lakuin buat sekolah gw, dan apa yg harus gw lakuin untuk keluarga gw...rasanya itu semua numplek di kepala gw...rasanya berat banget...gw pengen roboh ajah...

Tapi sermon hari ini bener2 menguatin gw..disaat gw stuck ditengah2..mw nyebrang Laut mErah iman nya masi setengah2 kalo balik ke Mesir ntar gw di 'perbudak' ke kehidupan lama gw. Tapi gw di sadarin bahwa nggak udah takut untuk nyeberangin Laut Merah karena Tuhan uda nyiapin jembatan rahasia di dalam nya buat kita lewatin. Tinggal sebagaimana besar iman kita buat nggak ngerasa ragu dengan apa yang di depan kita. Tuhan aku mau banget buat punya pengertian yang benar akan Engkau...Aku gak mau lagi meragukan kehebatan dan kedahsyatan mu buat hidup aku...

Teens Hook UP

2009-01-24T20:02:00.002+08:00

hey....anyway gw udah di bali nih, sempet terjadi hal yang gag meng-enakan dirumah..tapi thank God semuanya bisa di settle dengan baik...
so selama di sini gw duah hang-out bareng ACE GANK jaman SMA cihuuuy..ama silvi, lini, syane yeah...we walk around seminyak dan bengong ngedengerin deburan ombak di pantai belakang CENTRO kaya orang autis (tapi autis cantek) apaan seeeh...juga gw ketemu vira, bestie gw jaman smp, partner in crime juga, ama kebetulan se-SMA bareng pula...so we had a small reunion on that time..such a fun..

mw share dikit nih, gw baru baca KAMBING JANTAN nya RADITYA DIKA nih (super basi banget yah gw, kayanya raditya ud ngeluarin banyak novel deh) tapi satu hal yg patut gw acungin jempol that He's such a briliant thinker, gag nyangka aja posting di novel/blog dia itu yg super gokil and kocak sukses bikin gw ketawa gga jelas pas ngebacanya..

One more thing, ternyata inet speedy di rumah belum di bayar tuh,nyali ciut buat minta ke bokap, so gw harus berpeluh keringat ria di warnet deh kalo mw ngenet asal ngecek facebook and posting ni blog gga jelas =.=

ps: actually gw mw posting poto2 juga nih,,tapi gag tw kenapa link nya gag bisa kebuka.duduL ah....

TWISTED mind (again)

2009-01-20T00:53:00.002+08:00

omaigad..omaigad..
cuman itu kata2 yg bisa gue omongin...
huh...ternyata besok gue harus pulang bali...meneydihka pisan tau gag sih..gini nih usual syndrome yg biasa gw hadepin kalo gw mw bali indo..waktu d sni rasanya pengen cepet2 ke bali, eh pas udah mw pulang rasanya sedih pisan...i feel like i belong here...cieeeh..ngeri banget bahasanya..
but....for sure, i was so sad....coz people are busy talking about our CG next event which is gonna be set more special than before....and the bad part is aint gonna involve coz im gonna in BALI...reallly im in twisted mind nih...i feel like cancel my ticket and join hose people prepaing all stuffs...laughing.cheering and doing some siLLy stuffs...oemji.....do i need to shorten my hol. ????

Kisah GJ di Hari Sabtu

2009-01-17T22:20:00.009+08:00

Yuppp..thank's God it's Saturday.Just like im going to compete with those TG*F resto. using this name out..anyway im gonna post this posting with Indonesia..happy, huh...coz im gonna use many Indonesian phrases which are complicated if i translate 'em to English.. new year's eve @ TGI Friday

**
Yah..hari ini adalah sabtu.Hari sabtu ke dua (atau ke tiga) gue males ngecek tanggalan, di taun 2009. what a great move, huh...and fortunately there was GATE and i did not why, i couldnt concentrate with the sermon, my mind was blown nowhere. Not because the sermon is boring, but maybe the problem is in me!!! hey girL...whats up...it's satur. and ur mind is set like today's is monday.. buuut..yeah thanks to my beloved God..i have a cheerful friend with smiling face on them, which brighten my days..i was laugh badLy..insulting other without feeling mad and spending LOL-time which was sooo great...

**persahabatan bagai kepompong**

Gurls were sharing about their *study tour* xperience which were spooky, creepy, embarrassing, but we did not feel afraid that those dirty little secrets will be spreaded out to unknown people which maybe will make rumours for that. yeay..thats why i love my gurls..im gonna miss those times..cam-whoring after leadership training. *memperdaya* si Jejen a.k.a Jai..yang lucu bangeeet dan pantas untuk di buly....Nothing can be expelled but thanksgiving...again, these recent days He always reminds me to be thankful for what i ve done..for better or for worse..He always stands before me and never leaves me alone..

see...God says...I wont leave u alone my daughter, if u were afraid that u wont have friends at Malaysia, I give u a bunch of girls + boys which have a strong commitment in Me, see..I will never owe u..when I have promised to you, I wont deny you..
Yeah Lord thanks for everything..i feel so great having those friend like 'em.supporting me when i was down.cheering me up when i was murmuring..thank youuuuu...
nothing else can be said Lord....
^^**heyhey... BALI in 3 dayz...**

P.S: baru nyadar...akhirnya gw posting pake english juga...lOL

When Parents show their CUSPID

2009-01-15T16:55:00.005+08:00

it is partly true that some parents nowadays are still conservative, they are keep standing on their point of view which was created from ancient times. I just heard one story about my cousin, she is terminated from her Master Degree because she is in relationship with a man which has disability, he uses stick while walking, it was because an accident that he has been experienced.

My cousin's family really oppose them to be together.
1. Because the guy has disability.
2. He is unemployment//not working whereas he's in working ages.
3. My cousin's family is damn rich, her dad is a famous lawyer as well as her mom which also working in law field.
4. But unfortunetally, their richness come with nothing but broken family.
Her parents are so conservative, eventough she's pretty smart at college as wll as at school, she always get great and high GPA also she was graduated with cumlaude title.

Maybe her parents are too worry with their daughter, they afraid that her daughter will be the breadwiner in her future family, instead of the husband because her future husband is disable person.

But, one thing that i can't accept, why on earth her parents use that kinda way???stop paying for her school fee because she's in relationship with 'unknown' guy?What a desperate family.
Hi, cousin.....
don't u think u can negotiate it wisely with ur dad?? u both come from law field, where people debating each other, opposing for their own personal view to be accepted??

** uuuuh...i feel so sory with this family...
thanks God that uve given me a wonderful family which isnt conservative and give me some rebel ways to enjoy this life....

Stressful but must keep walking on the right tracK

2009-01-14T13:56:00.005+08:00

This week is my very first time for being a worship leader in Sunday Service and the bad news is some music instrument's player couldnt be reach. I can't accept what is their problem? their numbers are unavailable and my messages were undelivered.

Lord......

** my phone is beeping. im receiving one message said that the keyboardist is now in indo for attending his Grandpa's funeral.uuuh...im so sorry to hear that..i offer my deep and sincere condolences.

Too many things to do and too little time to handLe.

Leaders are not afraid of confrontation. Leaders have to be someone who handle problems wiseLy. But please God show me the way....today's too tangle to be faced...

T.T CSOL (cry super out loud.red)

cry silentLy actually...jadi rada lebay juga nih..lol

i feel like i cant wait to escape.not really "escape" like a prison breaker but i need some rests to make up my mind.too many things have to be faced in these recent weeks. im not avoiding the ministry seriously,but sometimes i can't even hear my own breath because im too busy negotiating with these matters.

Bali..bali.....

send me to Bali...

6 days to go.....

LeadershiP tRaining by Ms. Fanggy

2009-01-14T00:30:00.003+08:00

hey people...
just now i was joining a leadership training, specially prepared by c Fanggy in order to educate the next future leader (of course Rendez-Vous girLs) to face and lead the real team. Not only for leading a cell group but also the "REAL" world in the marketplace.

I was poked by one paragraph describing how leader is supposed to be.

An Army of sheep led by a lion would defeat an army of lions led by a sheep.
-Old Arabic Proverb-

1. Leaders are always full of praise.
2. Leaders learn to say "Thank You" and "Please" on the way to the top.
3. Leaders are always growing.
4. Leaders are possessed with dreams.
5. Leaders launch forth before success is certain.
6. Leaders are not afraid of confrontation.
7. Leaders talk about their own mistakes before they talk about someone else's.
8. Leaders are people of honesty and integrity.
9. Leaders have a good name.
10. Leaders make others better.
11. Leaders are quick to praise and encourage the smallest amount of improvement.
12. Leaders are genuinely interested in others.
13. Leaders look for and praise someone doing something right.
14. Leaders take others up with them.
15. Leaders respond to their failures before others have to reveal with them.
16. Leaders never allow murmuring from themselves or others.
17. Leaders are specific about what is expected.
18. Leaders hold others accountable.
19. Leaders do what is right rather than what is popular.
20. Leaders are servant..

and A LEADER IS A LION, NOT A SHEEP

** responding to "leader's principal" number 19. It is so true that leaders are doing what is right, not what they consider as good. Sometimes, good will lead you to what people called as popular culture. Clubbing is so popular, drinkin' and smoking are pretty cool. We were created to become salt and light in marketplace. This is our challenge, do we want to be tasteless salt and it will be thrown and people will step on it? or we are the one who gives the taste in the tasteless 'food'?

I realise that becoming a leader is what God has set us to be. In Deuteronomy 28: 13, He has set us to be the head not the tail and we will always be on top and never at the bottom. That's what God wants me, you, and us to be. God has put his faith in us.

Another Random Thought

2009-01-09T22:13:00.003+08:00

in this spare time, i just wanna talk to people. at least writing and typing some random thoughts.
beside this dizzy inside my head, and keep searching for a boredom-killer. i hav nothing to do.
Just counting the days before 20 Jan to come.

huhu. i wanna make a major changing with myself,ive done a little like joining hair-extension style and forcing my self to wear a black skinny stocking which i really wanted to do in previous. huhu... tatto and nose piercing are still remain. waiting for the right time to make one. Xb
im planning to make a full-layered hair cut and still considering to do hair smoothing (but many people have opposed me regarding this smoothing thingy.They said, they love my wavy hair).

hows life?
my crush mr.X , looks so weird and unpredictable.
sometimes he acts like caring and loving to me.
Sometimes he is so quite and calm like nothing have been done.
so confusing. but i think what i feel is not love.
more to admire and amaze to him.cos he has grown become someone which is really heart-cathcing.
and his dedication to be a God's servant which i really appreciate it.

Random Thought

2009-01-01T13:16:00.002+08:00

hi people...

Happy New Year 2009!
wish, this year will be a blessed and great year for all of us.

Anyway, last nite i spent the new year's eve @ TGI Friday, yeah the foods are freaking expensive, it costs 80RM plus, five of us (c ira,me,grace,evan,and via) spent 450RM++ for the food.lol. but no prob. those are not happened everyday right.

Hey,actually last time ive tried to post one writing about my christmas day in Singapore, but i dont know why, i could not make it because too many things to write, and a lot of things have been faced by me,which too complicated to be written on blog. Moreover, my mentor gave me a NLT Bible, which leather covered, and fuschia color which my favorite..
KYAaaaaaa...
thank you anyway ^^

EMO NIGHT

2008-12-23T23:06:00.004+08:00

this posting is dedicated to:
the man who has ever filled my heart, but finally i realised, he's not the one and God woke me up that, i have put him before HIM.

hey you...
you know what?i hate technology, yeap..maybe last time i said thank you to the almighty technology, but after this facebook accident, i realised that a lot of things that i should not know,finally i know. Realising the matter that i have ignored, showing the reality that i DONT EVEN WANT TO KNOW because thats so painful. Yeap, many tragedies has happened..

Back to the background why i write this posting, and to whom this posting is dedicated to. I feel like i wanna stick a very big RED NOTE on his forehaead and shouting right in front of his face: HEY CAN U JUST GET LOST for a moment????not for a moment, i wish for ever and ever, after i can erase you fr my memory.

If there's a technology to erase my certain memory inside my brain, i will be the first man who wants to enjoy that product!!yeah, now im talking about the greatness of tech. just now i was cursing tech. because it has turned my day into "punching anything u can" mood,what a contrast!

i wish, this holiday i can't see u..you know what?im just simply scared, u will ruin my next 6 months, like u have done to me before. im just too emo rite now...your "request" thingy on facebook just so crap.im so sure that u have sent it to many people including her, yeah...i can guarantee that u have done that stupid thingy..........

im writing this posting while restraining my tears to drop off..yeah, he has recovered..leaving me behind..i feel like wanna compete with him.but i dont even have candidate to be shown off..God please help me........
he just screwed me up here,i know You have set a great future for me, i believe that what i have through there is no coincidence, eveything that i have through i know YOU want me to learn something from it, but...i also believe that through that broke up tragedy You want me to learn a lot of things, i have caught some, but the pain wont disappear..maybe anything You want me to learn about this LIFE SCHOOL??

Christmas is Near

2008-12-20T23:44:00.007+08:00

yeah people..

im gonna go S'pore this Christmas, at least I wont be so gloomy because my family is not around, but He has provided me the new family here, to be shared with. The great plan is,im gonna visit cyndy my old fella during xmas, actually im not really sure, where the bus will drop me. But as long as i have money to pay the cab driver, thats gonna be all settled.hihihi...i cant wait for that curious excitment..

umm..God is so great..He gave me many special gifts which i cant pay for it..my happy family, my great friends around here..and one more thing he told me that when he sings or listen s"that" song, he will remember me..is that a good or bad news. yeah, he refers to my crush, he's not messy guy, like i always told my mentor about my favorite guy type, but more than that he's so charming and has something more than a GORGEOUS-ness to be shown off. Yeap,,and the best part is, his determination to be God servant which i really appreciate..FYI i will always melted when i see a guy having a great quality time in worship-ing Him.. Stop discussing about him,..
just now i saw a nice performance by small group of orchestra which played CHristmas songs non stop at Blue Atrium Sunway, and those reminded me to Mr.Bean when he takes care one small orchestra during christmas night, which is really hilarious.and thats the best episode of Mr. Bean ive ever seen actually..^^

the orchestra

HAppy Christmas everyone...
wish u have a BLAST christmas...
^^

One Thing Inside My Heart

2008-12-14T11:16:00.006+08:00

i dont wanna miss those moments..

christmas..one thing stucks inside my brain thinking bout this coming up special day is something which warm and secure. Eventhough, it's gonna be rain and dark cloud sometimes covering the sky. But, it's okay..yeah i have the spirit of christmas..and im so excited because of it. Even i wont be home for christmas just like my old routine, gathering with my family,having a great and tasty christmas dinner, laughing and chit-chat..doing christmas reflection while gazing to the light of candle and the sparkling of christmas light around our christmas tree.But i dont wanna ruin this christmas with thinking of loneliness and missing my family, and pretend like missing daughter who lives far away fom home..yeah the truth is i am the missing daughter, but i dont want to make a box that celebrating christmas is only with family if you want to feel better and secure. In this moment...i really wanna do reflection what i ve done in this 2008, before i enter the excitment of 2009. What God has made me, what i did not do, what i did, and how was my life in this 2008, is there anyone who has been impacted through my life. i now christianity is all about life. We live in this world is in order to fulffil His purpose in pur life. I just wanna check back, what i have done in the past...has my life become a great impact for my family and friends around me. I wanna run 2009 with something new and living in His words more and more...

Yesterday, i was so slapped by ko Jonas's sermon bout, having a commitment in following Him. I realised that making commitment isn's easy thing, we have to stay on His track, living according to His will. And God really told me through His verse:

And whatsoever you do, do it heartily, as to the Lord, and not unto men;
Colossians 3 : 23

** to be continued
^^

movie review: TWILIGHT

2008-11-28T00:05:00.008+08:00

Anyone havent watched this incredible movie? i bet u will directly fall in love after watched it.If u have read the novel, maybe u can easily get the plot of the movie, but for me the one who never read the novel before, firstly i was a bit confuse and try to put my mind in the right track of story. It was not really confusing, but it is gonna be more easy if u read the book first, than watch it.

***
Ceritanya tentang Edward Cullen (Robert Pattinson) yang merupakan salah satu anggota keluarga vampire, yang sudah berkomitmen untuk menjadi vampire vegetarian (gag makan manusia.red) dan jatuh cinta kepada seorang manusia biasa Isabella Swan (Kristen Stewart). Pertama kali, Edward jatuh hati ama Bella itu karena "bau" manusia nya Bella sangat kuat dan bikin Edward untuk gag sabar jadiin dia mangsa. Tapi ternyata perasaan itu berubah jadi cinta.

Selama gue nonton ini yah, gue gag berhenti buat berguman "aduh, ya ampun, keren banget, cool, so sweet, aduh Jane (secara di sebelah gue Jane)" so bisa di simpulkan kalo film ini sungguh keren abis, campuran antara kisah romantis, action, drama, and family di mix keren banget di sini, so kita bisa liat kisah yang super romantis between Bella and Edward, juga action yang cukup menegangkan, secara para vampire punya kekuatan super, dan saat mereka ngelawan Vampire jahat (yang masih carnivora.red) juga seru dan menegangkan abis, drama yang mengharukan between Bella dan papa nya, juga kekompakan keluarga yang di tampilkan oleh keluarga Cullen.

keluarga Cullen

Overall, kamu akan dapetin sebuah paket lengkap dengan menonton film ini. Para cewek-cewek juga bakal dibuat gga berkedip gara2 ke gantengan Robert Pattinson yang super cool. Bagian plusnya adalah saat Edward maen piano buat Bella, okei emang gue orng yang langsung meleleh kalo ngeliat orng maen piano. Langsung lah gue ama Jane udah saling "beraduh-aduhan" haha...kita melted yah jane..
So, buat yang belum nonton, ur November is gonna be so plain if u dont watch TWILIGHT!!!

Point: 9 out of 10

Only a Few Emo Stuffs

2008-11-27T05:00:00.004+08:00

hey ya...
duh pikiran and perasaan ini sangat menggangu...
gag tw napa...
i was so fire on when i planned to start my new life, my new white page of day..
but i always looked back, what i ve done, what memories have shaped me..
i really wanna go out from this lullaby land, it's so torturing, even i could not close my eyes whereas i ve tried so hard..
those memories keep spinning inside my head..
it's reaching 5am in the morning and im still conscious like a judge, dunno what to do,
keep opening a new tab and browsing for nothin but useless.
yeah..shud i run further away from you?
ive run this far,it is thousands kilos away fr ya...
even i cannot get u out from my heart (not only fr my mind).

im such a dumb or what, though it is so clear that u wanna make distance from me..
stay away from that former feeling, but im STILL begging u like the most innocent beggar on this planet earth.
yeah, ive embraced my self doing these such fool things..

aaaaaaaaaaaarggggh...
i really need a new life...i really need to move on!!!
ive stated this for hundred times but im still standing in this comfort zone
(not actually comfort but im the one who wont leave it behind)

the DAY is yet TO COME

2008-11-25T17:41:00.008+08:00

hey you.
it has been a week after my summer break started, i ve walked around and sight-seeing for any vacancy to be applied. Poor me, i ve been interviewed by CARL's Junior the tastiest burger on this planet earth. But they havent re-called me back yet, sigh..i start to give it up, in applying anywhere i can see the notification of VACANCY on the every shop window i ve ever passed by. I ve just realised working field is not easy, even in applying a job u have to struggle to keep survive.

In this boredom time, i keep imagine the lovely BALI where i can hang out with only short, tee and old slipper. No one will catch you up becoz damaging the fashion rules. Riding my motor bike around KUTA, stopping in cafe-house for coffe and snacks or window shopping in pedestrian walk along Legian St. I miss my girls, gathering and gossip-ing all day, doing "curhat" time and make-over session, sleepover in Gek Ima's house..what a fun

my girls and boys during gathering time

(yogi's house and summer camp @ buyan lake)

Yeah, i cant erase all memory of Sanur beach from my mind, walking stumbling on warm beach sand, having a chit-chat with my ex, and get a freaking cheap and tasty "nasi baLi" sold by old balinese woman, or buying "sate babi" which is so yummy. I usually go there from noon until evening, Sanur has a silent and peaceful wave (okay, actually no wave in sanur) but it's so gorgeous, i can feel the sensation of the sea water approaching my feet when i walk along the beach.

Uhmm..im counting the days until 20th of January to come, i can't wait to plunge into the hapiness of Bali, having a great day with my brotha and sista, helping my dad out in his office, go shopping with my madre, hanging out with my girls and boys..
yeay....
i can't wait for the day to come!!

Hygiene is not EveryThing..

2008-11-23T22:30:00.007+08:00

waah..gag kerasa udah hari Minggu lagi, asssik denger sermon lagi, di refresh dan di kasi pencerahan-pencerahan yang baru buat nge-gapai visi yang Tuhan udah kasih.

Pagi ini kita doa pagi di RIDZ, biasanya anak ridz yang ke mentari, tapi sekarang gantian anak mentari yang ke Ridz, jam 6.50am kita berangkat, haha itu merupakan bangun terpagi gue selama di Malaysia, tapi untung uda 100% wake up! jadi jalan ke ridz nya gag sempoyongan hehe..

Hari ini di gereja khotbah nya lebih ke arah pencapaian GOAL di 2009, asik deh kita dikasih smarter goaL, yang cukup spesifik isinya, ntar kita isi dan kita taruh di tempat yang invisible, biar kita bisa amini, doakan dan jadikan sebagai motivasi kita.^^ Jadi tambah bersemangat buat ngadepin tahun yang baru. Excited banget akan karyaNya yang pasti bakalan baru dan awesome..

smarter goAL 2009
soon bakal penuh terisi dengan mimpi dan GOAL gue

Pulang greja, ke pYra bentar cari ganjelan sepatu..Haha maklum kaki gue gede satu, so kalo mw beli satu pasti ada satu kaki yang kedodoran ataupun kesempitan T.T But, nvm selama gua masih bisa jalan dengan proper, it doesn't really matter, meskipun kalo mau cari sepatu susahnya setengah iduuuup..

Rencananya si mau beli onigiRI, eh..tutup, ayam penyet..eh tutup juga..padahal udah jalan jauh, gerimis pula, jalanan panas (baru banget di aspaL) sepatu gua depan nya ruak gara,-gara nendang batu, asem banget lah, padahal tu spatu baru sekali dipake.

Di jalan ketemu ama gank MENTARI, ada marco, jane, ellen, nana, sandra, tpoy, hindra, ko niKo, joe, ko Jensen (gni bukan si spelling nya hehe) and jessica. Mereka orang pada mau ke pasar malem, ya sudah lah gue ama Grace digeret ikut mereka ke Pasar Malam, tak lama c Sita menyusuL. Ampe di sana kita orang udah kaya kalap, setiap stand brenti, beli ini beli itu, tangan udah penuh barang belanjaan, tapi tetep harus be aware ama copet, seru banget lah, tadi gue beli Tofu Fa, Red Grape, Nasi Lemak Ayam, Air Mata Kucing, nyomot cakue nya marco, ngembat popiahnya nana, nyruput es bandung nya ellen. Hahahaha...what a life!!!

Meskipun gitu, tapi seneng pisan, rame-rame udah bener-bener kaya anak kos yang cari makanan keluar, eh ternyata kawan seperjalanan gua juga belanja gag kalah banyaknya..persaingan tas plastik meraH!!

Habis itu kita orang makan bareng di lantai 17, hahah..serasa ngadain parTy, mpe jalan loby lante 17 udah di bLok ama meja-meja. Tapi seneng...sialnya, karena di pYra gua udah makan Takoyaki, jadinya nasi lemak cuman gue sentuh 1/4 nya doang..kasian nasinya di buang..
T.T udah kenyang si...kata ko Niko "bayangkan teman-teman kita di Ethiopia yang masi ngais-ngais tanah buat makan."

Satu hal yang unik, baru pertama kali gue liat orang makan kwetiaw di tas plastik, dasar anak kos males cuci piring, tas plastik pun jadi. Mentee saya pun (grace) salah satu pendukung "SAVE THE PLATE" campaign!!

spotted,makan pake tas plastik
hemat piring??

but overall hari ini sungguh menyenangkan..Liburan, sermon yang menguatkan, temen-temen yang rame dan giLa..huhuhu...

xoxo
chie

movie review: ANOTHER CINDERELLA STORY

2008-11-21T02:47:00.004+08:00

Overall ceritanya gag jauh-jauh amat dari cerita "cinderella" yang sebenernya. Masi dalam seputaran ketidakadilan. Tapi bedanya Marry (Selena Gomez) diceritakan bukan sebagai anak tiri, tetapi anak dari pedancer yang bekerja bareng artis jaman jbot yang masih suka ngerasa diri muda,Dominique. Karena ibu si marry udah meninggal waktu dia kecil, maka marry di asuh oleh Dominique, di jadiin pelayan di rumah..trus ada anak-anak Dominique yang konyoL. jahat + stupid.

Mereka pada heboh ngejar-ngejar teen artist Joey Parker yang lagi sibuk buat nyari partner dancer.Trus jadilah Marry yang nyamar (pake topeng dan bodohnya gag ada atupun yang mengenali, padahal gw aja tau) dance bareng Joey Parker, dan Joey jatuh hati ama Marry tanpa tau siapa Marry sebenernya, dan instead of meninggalkan sepatu kaca, Marry malah ketinggalan Mp3 player..hahah...

Ummm...kalo dilihat, jalan ceritanya sih biasa aja, main actornya juga gag gitu cakep..Tapi yang bikin wow tuh gerakan dance nya yang awesome banget, and Selena yang so talented..

I also love her pretty haiR...

Ummm..

Rating: 3 stars out of 5

im dreaming of a Grey Christmas....

2008-11-20T20:59:00.005+08:00

heyheyhey........

gara-gara kelas udah lese, liburan semester uda di depan mata, semua assignmet sudah pass up. Jadi makin sering ng-bLog..whehe..

Btw gw baru balik dari pYra nih..habis interview buat part-time di carL's junior and it was going well tinggal tunggu re-call aja, mudah-mdahan ktrima ^^

Tapi bukan nya mengasilkan uang, gw malah mengeluarkan uang, beli barang-barang yang gag gitu pnting, cemilan-cemilan yang bikin gendut, dll..wedeh..boros banget sih...ntar aja akhir bulan kena kanker stadium 4..hahaha

Meskipun masi bulan November, mall-mall and toko2 udah pada ber-nuansakan natal loh..

hiks, ngeliat christmas decoration in pYramid made me melTed away..gimana enggak, im going to celebrate it ALONE and most probabLy im gonna work at that time...

hiks...

no famiLy.no fRends.no deArest friend...

Tadi pas ngeliatan dekorasi natal itu malah jd berkaca-kaca..mana lagu-lagunyaudah pada lagu natal semua lagi..

omG....

sepertinya gue bataL natalan di sPore deh...gara-gara part-time ini...

duuuuuuuh... >.<

i wanna hav a wHite christmas........

di saat kecewa

2008-11-20T14:17:00.002+08:00

Current mood: mad.kesaL.piss off dan sejenisnya..

Yah...emang orng-orang menyebalkan sengaja Tuhan tempatin di sekitar kita untuk membntuk karakter kita.
Akhir-akhir ini aku banyak belajar, kalo kita mengharapkan manusia kita soon or later akan kecewa, dan itu benar sekali..
Di saat kita terlalu berharap banyak ama manusia kita akan kecewa..
Terlalu banyak kekecewaan yang aku alamin hari-hari belakangan ini..
tapi Tuhan nyadari aku, kalo cuman berharap ke Dia lah gag akan ad kekecewaan..

Dan satu hal yang paling penting, lakukan lah semua nya itu bukan buat manusia...
Tapi buat TUHAN...dan dijamin kita gag akan pernah kecewa..
dan DIA akan selalu memberi sukacita yang baru setiap harinya....

Tuhan....aku mau sukacita itu...
gimme..gimme..gimme more...

xoxo
chie

Tak Henti Di S'tiap Langkahku..Ku kan mengikutiMu (part 2)

2008-11-17T17:08:00.003+08:00

Hai..hai..
last saturday was my first time for being a WORSHIP LEADER tepatnya si di G.A.T.E kalo gag tw gate, itu merupakan kbaktian buat para pelayan-pelayanNya yang uda mendedikasikan diri buat melayani Dia, arah kebaktian nya lebih ke mengarahkan kita tentang the true servants, motivasi yang benar, dan visi yang jelas dalam melayani DIA.Hmm..actually gag very first time sih,soalnya minggu lalu ud apernah opning di fresh pro, and as event komsel juga smepet jd WL, tapi yang satu ini bener-bener the wHole service..

wedeeeeeh...
He is always an AWESOME GOD, bener-bener cuman DIA yang bia nguatin aku.Mungkin waktu itu bener-bener stamina aku lagi kurang bagus, kurang tidur, suara udah setengah hidup, nervous, semuanya campur aduk..tapi saat hari H nya..wiiih..sama sekali gag ada yang namanya nervous..semuanya berjalan engan ENJOY dan FUN meskipun in some parts ada bbrapa miss tapi bener-bener gag ngaruh..soalnya sukacita yang uda DIA kasih lebih bersar daripada perfect performance.

FYI mostly yang di panggung bener-bener perdana..kaya Grace, Marco, and Alvin mreka singer perdana, trus Sam juga gitar acc. perdana, Ivan juga drum perdana, Sandra pula piano perdana..wah kalo di liat ke *awam*an kita, last performance tu bener-bener bagus banget..tapi sekali lagi bukan karena kehebatan kita, tapi kekuatanNya yang ada di dalam kita.

xoxo
chie

Tak Henti Di S'tiap Langkahku..Ku kan mengikutiMu (part 1)

2008-11-17T01:31:00.006+08:00

hihi...gara2 masang ini nina mpe kepleset

ngantuk ya Na?lol

lampion yang gag tahan lama..tapi keren

1 jam kemudian,kap nya meleleh..

2 jam kemudian 70% ketendang and tumpah gara2

anak2 yg excited photo2

=.="

wadddduuuuuuuh....

akhirnya minggu ini lewat juga..

minggu yang gile dan menegangkan...capeee...mumeet...gga jelas..dan deg2an semuany campur jadi satu..

eh btw..pre xmas RendeZ-vous sukses loooh...Puji Tuhan banget..

malem itu ada 41 God's daughters yang memenuhi FGCC office..He always great..dan Dia sudah buktiin kalo dia Tuhan yang gag pernah ngutang.. =)

14 November 2008 04.20pm-01.sekian am

Hari itu bener2 deh..gue dah nyampe office dr jam 4 sore.rencanany si pengen msang backdrop..menunggu belas kasihan anak2 cowok..secara masak gw yng harus manjat tembok..

eh ternyata......gag da seorang pun yang bs dimintai tolong..seppppi....gag da sapa, orang2 penghuni office pada rapat di atas..

alhasil deh gue yang dteng ke office dengan compang-camping gara2 gag sempet dandan,ber make-up ria dLu..hahahahahah...untung gw bawa make up kit gw..

sejam kemudian baru deh ada tanda2 kehidupan..

(backdrop masih belum dipasang)

tapi tetep aja, yg dtng ternyata panitia xmas.cewek puLa..

huhu....

akhirnya si dewa penolong bapak marco disertai ko Niko dateng..dengan reLa hati mereka masangin backdrop..plus ko jonas, and oddie..

(huhuhuhu...God has seen ur guys kindness)

akhirnyaaa...giant backdrop itu terpasang juga...

setelah itu terpasang,lutut gw langsung lemes..akhirnyaaaaa...

soalnya ampe detik2 terakhir,bbrapa menit sebelum acara mulai masi ngurusin BACKDROP raksasa..hasil kerja decoration team yang super duper bingung mw ditaruh dimana..

secara dinding office gag bole "dilukai" dengan paku dan sejenisnya..

tapi backdrop thingy udah beres...next anak2 perempuanya Tuhan yang cantik2 and manis2 menuhin ruangan...acara introduction bner2 terasa hangat...mreka semua pada akrab...seneng deh ngeliatnya..

DINNER tiME..

duh...bner2 udah keroncongan perut...

eh tanpa disangka2...lampion2 nya pada meleleh kena api...

merde..merde! krena tu masih di scope decoration..mulai lah gw copotin lilin satu2 gantiin yama yg baru..hiks.sedangkn yg lain nya udah makan...

untung disuapin Dina,crab ball..

kelar lampion..langsung serbu buffet table...

huaaaaaaaaa....yuMMy....

makan mpe perut bner2 mw exploDe..gag brenti2 nambah saLad and cRab ball..

PW timE..

hihi..FYI saat itu adalah pertama kali gw jadi worship leader..

hehe..bnernya sih yang ke dua kalinya..setelah freshPro minggu lalu..tp kali ini beban nya lebih berat..buat naekin suasana, and mengundang ATMOSFER SURGAWI itu turun..hihi...

but Dia emang terus baek..hadiratNya bner2 gw rasain banget....

udah mw mewek aj gw pas lagu THE Anthem..tp gw tahan2...

SHARING by Ci FAnggY..

kurang lama Ci,..tapi bener2 ngena banget..

aku jadi diingetin buat spend "dinner" time with Him...

having a Quality Time buat Dia..and make my heart as His Home..

MALAM KUDUS...

oke..this is the funniest part...

Holy NighT jadi SILEnt Night..

alhasil gw yang uda nyanyi dengan tempo yg bener jadi keseret masuk ke tempo silent night..

pas awal nyanyi..masa Holy nIGht nya gw seret2...

duh..setelah di usut ternyata gitaris nya (a.k.a Marsita Poerwanto) salah mainin lagu..

huuhuhuhuhuhuhhu....

but.....meskipun awal lagu ny rada weirDo..tp altar call dan prosesi penyalaan lilin nya..sungguh..sungguh menyentuh...

Icould feel His presence....

huhuhu...ENDING..alias PHOTO SESSION..

waaah...ternyata perjuangan decoration team gag sia2...

backdrop qita sukses jadi rebutan GURLS..

(clapping hands to :: ci bebeth.maggie.nina.jane.ellen.marco.tepoY.kodi)

im nothin without u...

thax but kesetiaan-nya..meski gw ta kalian orang pasti cape banget...

hehehe..

Nina..Tuhan gag pernah utang kan..di saat km take care His business,Dia juga take care business kamu...dia provide jawaban2 essay di text book hueheheh =)

Ellen and Jane..thxbuat "keramaian" kalian...je.je.je.je.je.jen....lol

bapak Marco..hehe..meskipun gw ditinggal nntn JAmes Bond di kala deKor..but THX beraaat...ini semua gga bakal terjad kalo tanpa kesetiaan elu..

ci bebeth...waduuuh..anda bener2 sosok yang luar biasa..makasi beraaaaat...uda handLe saya punya duTy waktu gw lagi latian GATE..gw ngeliat sosok yang setia di dalam diri ci bebeth..whehe...

Maggie.Kodi.Tepoy..wiiiih.....makasi juga buat kontribusi kalian..tanpa kalian gag bakal ada dekorasi..gag bakal ada backdrop yg jadi rebutan...^^

the last but not the least...

THx Jesus...uda ngasi aq orang2 yang super duper meringankan tugas yg bakal terasa sangat berat kalo harus gw tanggung sendiri...

You are the Greatest!!

xoxo

chie

What have i learned so far???

2008-11-13T09:24:00.004+08:00

hari ini adalah hari terakhir tutorial subject Advertising..
It was started by the lect, who was throwing a quest. bout..
WHAT YOU GUYS HAVE LEARNED from this course...
is this a difficult quest or what..coz no one could answer it..
ummm....something is wrong here...

Kenapa gag ada yang bisa jawab..even ada 20 mulut di kelas,,no one could answer..
apa emang bener kita gag belajar apa-apa,ato terlalu banyak yang kita dapetin and kita pelajarin sampe-sampe kita bingung mw jawab yang mana??
hahahah...what a controversial..
so where does our money go to?haha...
perfecto!

emang bener kali kalo we are still in a blur line..
where actually we learn, but we dont realise (yet) that we have learned something..
even when i have gone through these three semester, im still in a twisted mind..
what have i actually learned??
kyaaaa......

anyone can answer???

anyway thx to Mr.LAghari for teaching this ADVERTISING subject...
i can see the bigger picture now..^^
im thinking of working in AD field one day...
kyahahahah...
>.< xoxo
chiepie

The Deepest Well

2008-11-11T01:05:00.003+08:00

one thing that i want is a certainty..
it feels so bad when you saw him.not actually seeing, because we are not together..but i dunno i just can feel it..
there is one time when he treated me sweet and nicely..
and there was also a time we he acted 180 degrees different..
it is just because no certainty..
everything is hanging and it looks so unclear..
im afraid when we meet,he will show me another "surprise" which is really surprising and unexpectedly..
sigh..should i decide something or just walk in this blur line?
i have decided anyway..so whats next?
if i let him go..ummm..im not sure im gonna feel peace..
because too many things were happened..and those are too sweet to be forgotten..
what should i take..
should i close my ears so i wont hear..
and close my eyes so i wont see..
or spreading my wings and fly?

God..
i really want spreading my wings and take off from this feeling..
it is extremely exhausting if i look back and try to taste (again) the sweetest thing..
but i really can't stand it Lord...
i have decided..
i have followed Ur way..and Ur words..
no what....
can You please show me the (further) way..
so i can see a bit bright things in my future..
i want U to mold me..shape me..
whatever You want me to be...
cause i realise that i have nothing to be proud but You..

xoxo
mon in the deepest well

Stop Asking Why..

2008-11-06T23:40:00.003+08:00

Duuuh...bener-bener deh minggu2 belakangan ini asa berat pisaaan.. (hahah..bandung banget,dsar ud terinfluence nih spertinya)..banyak banget yang harus di kerjain..kalo bole di list yah:

1. Assignment TV writing news

2. Research paper

3. Ngafalin lagu buat FRESH PRO + PRE XMAS + GATE

4. Jadi WL di GATE (perdanaaaaaa...cihuy...degdegan bangeeet)

5. Jadi opening di FRESH PRO..

6. Nge WL di prexmas

7. Head of decoration buat event..

8. Website design using CSS and HTML

aduuuuh...kalo c renny bilang nya MAK JANG!!! kalo bisa swearing mungkin kosa kata sumpahan udah abis kali yah..bener-bener yang namanya cape tu udah gag ketulungan..mw menghindar juga gag bisa itu yang hrus mau hadepin...

TANPA UJIAN GAK AKAN ADA KELULUSAN kan....

huhuhuhu...pengen nangis aja rasanya..tapi mpe gag bs keluar aer matanya...

Tapi aku yakin kalo kita terus tanya kenapa dan kenapa itu gag bakal nyelesein masalah kita.even it will getting worse..dan ada satu ayat yang sangat nguatin aku..

Pencobaan-pencobaan yang kamu alami ialah pencobaan BIASA, yang tidak melebihi kekuatan manusia. Sebab Allah setia dan karena itu
Ia TIDAK AKAN membiarkan kamu dicobai melampau kekuatanmu. Pada
waktu kamu dicobai Ia akan memberikan kepadamu JALAN KELUAR
sehingga kamu dapat menanggungnya.
(1 Korintus 10:13)
Emang bener banget gitu dan aku percaya kalo pencobaan-pencobaan yang aku alami ini adalah pencobaan yang biasa, yang aku yakin DIA bakal kasih jalan keluar..Meskipun semuanya kerasa berat, tapi lakukan lah semua nya itu untuk Tuhan..so di saat aku ngerasa berat..aku inget gimana Tuhan yang sebelum nya udah lebih dahulu setia ama kita... :)
Dan sungguh disaat aku berada di titik terbawah sekalipun Dia selalu ngirimin aku orang-orang yang bakal cheering me up..makasi banget buat mentor saya...yang selalu ngedukung aku..dan nyemangetin aku,dan sangat mengerti akan keadaan aku..Makasi juga buat Piepie...chatting semalem bikin chie semangat lagi meskipun cuman bentar tapi sunguuh sangat menyenangkan...makasi buat support dan omelan nya...jadi termotivasi!!hahahah...
so..aku bakal menikmatin deh...karena aku mencintai semua yang udah terjadi dalam hidup aku..itu semua dikasi ke aku for enlarging my capacity...thx God...aku percaya pekerjaanMu gag bakal pernah habis dalam hidup aku..
=)
loves and pray
mon2

You Are my Everything..

2008-10-29T19:38:00.001+08:00

Glenn Fredly - You Are My Everything lyrics

Cruising when the sun goes down
Across the sea
Searching for, something inside of me

I would find all the lost pieces
Hardly feel, deep and real
I was blinded now I see

Hey hey hey you're the one
Hey hey hey you're the one
Hey hey hey I can't live without you

Take me to your place
Where our hearts belong together
I will follow you
You're the reason that I breathe

I'll come running to you
Fill me with your love forever
I'll promise you one thing
That I would never let you go
'Cause you are my everything

You're the one, you're my inspiration
You're the one, kiss, you're the one
You're the light that would keep me safe and warm
You're the one, kiss, you're the one

Like the sun goes down, coming from above all
To the deepest ocean and highest mountain
Deep and real deep I can see now



Song lyrics | You Are My Everything lyrics

Terrace Paddy View Guest House

2008-10-11T01:24:00.010+08:00

Hey...are you planning to have an amazing vacation in BALI?
but all hotels are expensive and fully booked?

Terrace Paddy View offers you a natural balinese village environment, located at Badung Regency (30 minutes driving from airport, 20 minutes driving from Kuta and only 15 minutes driving from Ubud).

Facilities:
- Two bedrooms.
- two bathrooms with shower and bathup.
- Air Conditioner.
- Fridge and kitchen utensil so you can cook by yourself.
- Sunbathing and sunset seeing spot (which really romantic ^^)
- also if you are lucky you can see a beautiful FULL MOON.

If you are interested.please refer to informations below:
name : Putu Monica
email: chieaholic@hotmail.com

When Black meet its Fellas

2008-10-10T18:29:00.003+08:00

Here You are..the newest mix and match outfit from polyvore.com

BLACCIC

Black and Classic..
How is the color of black can create the term of classic,simple and chic.
With silver and gold accesories emphasise its sense..

Blaccic.. by mon.mon

enjoy...^^
wanna know a little bit further??please visit my profile only on Polyvore

Let's play POLYVORE

2008-10-09T20:36:00.006+08:00

just now.i was founding a cool website which allows us to mix and match the clothes with accessories according to YOUR own taste...it was sooo fun and cheerful..and i made one set of outfit which is titled GO.MALL.GO

please don't mind to take a look ^^
break the cycle..
shrug off the old and skip out of your routines to discover a spanking NEW you!

Go.mall.go by mon.mon

Surat Cinta dari Bapa

2008-09-26T01:21:00.001+08:00

Surat Cinta Seorang Bapa

Anak-Ku,

Jauh sebelum dunia ini Kuciptakan, kau telah ada dalam benak-Ku.

Jauh sebelum matahari yang pertama terbit di ufuk Timur, Aku telah mengasihimu.

Jauh sebelum kicauan pipit yang pertama, telah Kurancang masa depanmu.

Sejak kau ada dalam kandungan ibumu, bahkan jauh sebelum itu, Aku telah menjadikanmu milik kepunyaan-Ku. Aku menjagamu dengan tangan-Ku dan Kuberikan segala yang terbaik untukmu.

Aku ada saat engkau menangis untuk pertama kalinya. Aku tersenyum menyaksikan kelahiranmu di dunia. Karena saat engkau lahir, satu bukti cinta-Ku kembali dinyatakan atas semesta ini.

Aku selalu bersamamu, menjagaimu. Aku mendengarkan kata pertama yang kau ucapkan. Menggandeng tanganmu saat engkau berhasil melangkah untuk pertama kalinya. Menemanimu di hari pertamamu di sekolah. Mengawasi tidurmu. Menampung setiap air matamu. Dan juga tertawa bersama denganmu. Aku selalu ada di sisimu, tanpa sekalipun memalingkan wajahku darimu.

Sekalipun aku menjagaimu, Anak-Ku, kerapkali kubiarkan engkau terjatuh, terluka, dan kadangkala Aku seolah jauh darimu. Kuijinkan masalah demi masalah menimpamu. Kubiarkan kau merasa dijauhi, ditolak, bahkan dibenci. Kadang, kuambil orang-orang yang menjadi tempatmu bergantung meskipun aku tahu, dengan demikian kau akan merasakan kesepian.

Tapi Anak-Ku, percayalah. Bahwa sekalipun engkau jatuh, tak pernah Kubiarkan engkau tergeletak. Saat engkau menangis karena kekecewaanmu, Aku turut menangis bersamamu. Saat engkau merasa sakit karena terluka, Aku merasakan kesakitan yang lebih besar darimu. Di kala Aku seolah jauh darimu, Aku hanya ingin kau belajar untuk berteriak dan mencari-Ku. Kubiarkan masalah-masalah itu ada untuk mengajarimu arti hidup, mendewasakanmu, dan membuatmu makin serupa dengan-Ku. Saat kau merasa sendirian dan merasa ditinggalkan, dan Kuambil segala milik kepunyaanmu, Aku ingin kau belajar untuk menggantungkan harapanmu hanya kepada-Ku. Karena manusia akan mengecewakanmu, tapi Aku tidak.

Saat Aku mengatakan "Ya" untuk permintaanmu, Aku ingin kamu belajar mensyukuri kasih karunia-Ku. Saat Aku terdiam dan membiarkanmu menunggu, Aku ingin kamu belajar untuk bersabar dan terus berharap pada-Ku. Namun bila Aku menggelengkan kepala-Ku, dan mengatakan "Tidak", maka ketahuilah, Aku menyediakan yang lebih baik untukmu.

Aku mencintaimu, Anak-Ku. Engkau sangat berharga di mata-Ku. Aku membentukmu dengan sempurna. Kuberikan cukup kelebihan untuk membuatmu percaya diri, namun juga kulengkapi kau dengan kekurangan, untuk mengajarimu arti rendah hati, dan mengajarimu untuk menggantungkan dirimu pada-Ku. Karena jika kuciptakan engkau tanpa kekurangan, maka kau takkan memerlukan Aku.

Aku ingin kau belajar untuk berserah pada-Ku. Tapi bukan menyerah. Karena berserah adalah satu-satunya cara untuk hidup, tapi menyerah hanyalah suatu tindakan yang pengecut. Serahkanlah hidupmu kepada-Ku, biarkan Aku berjalan bersamamu dan menanggung semua bebanmu.

Anak-Ku, sampai masa tuamu, Aku akan selalu ada bersamamu. Dan sampai masa putih rambutmu, Aku adalah Allah yang tetap setia. Saat kau berjalan bersamaku, tak ada lagi yang mustahil untukmu. Karena Aku, Bapamu, adalah Allah yang mengasihimu dan selalu menggandengmu dengan tangan kanan-Ku yang membawa kemenangan.

Di saat kegagalan menimpamu, percayalah, bahwa tanpa kegagalan, kau takkan pernah menghargai keberhasilan. Dan sekalipun hal-hal buruk menimpamu, ketahuilah, bahwa semuanya Kumaksudkan untuk kebaikanmu. Aku tak pernah meninggalkanmu, Anak-Ku, dan tidak akan pernah. Sekalipun engkau berbalik dari jalan-Ku, Aku tetaplah Bapamu yang setia. Yang akan menanti engkau kembali kepada-Ku, menyambutmu dengan pelukan, dan pesta pora. Aku selalu ada di tempat yang sama. Di sisimu. Sehingga saat kau datang mencari-Ku. Kau akan selalu menemukan Aku.

Dengan cinta,
Allah, Bapamu

taken fr:http://faith-love-and-hope.blogspot.com/2006/04/surat-cinta-seorang-bapa.html

Voice of GlorY

2008-08-22T02:32:00.001+08:00

ini latian choir qt..
giving the best..for the Glorious of God..
-be blessed-

It becomes clear...

2008-08-21T22:32:00.005+08:00

voice of Glory Choir

Yihaaa [a half screaming face mode:on]..back to reality..the time for having fun..hanging out everyday..waking up late every morning has already finished.I have been waken up from the lullaby song. It has been 3 weeks after i went back from Bali and face the college life. The subjects for this semester are not that bad (really I said that from the bottom of my heart) only two of them are a bit messed up and unpurposely to be taught. LOL..but the rest are pretty interesting to be learnt..

During those times..God has given me many chances to grow in Him, not only doing the funny things but also He equip me to face the real world..He trains me to be a leader, who need a lot of loves and cares to the children who are being lead. I am trying to plant it into my heart how to put so much cares in people, because mostly people said that I was a tough and staright face girl. Yeah that is "WAS".now I will put so much effort on it, to expres the cares and loves..what a sweet things to do actually.. I just make sure, those are not a fake expression, but those are really coming out from my deepest heart.

Oh ya..btw last Sunday was the independence day of Indonesia [17 Agustus tahun 45.... mode:on].My curch community which contain with all Indonesia congregation celebrated it..not obviously celebrate it with glamour sense, but more to reflect how much we love Indonesia and how we desire hardly that we want to see Indonesia full of His glory..and the feel that we have to bless Indonesia..It was pretty memorable..there was PASKIBRAKA and we set the situation just like flag ceremony..

Moreover, i sang Untukmu Indonesia on the stage..maybe it was around 300 hundreds people were coming..My hand was shaking badly when i hold the microphone..but It was doing great.many people were blessed by the song..Thanks God for giving me the strength..i know that without U i can do nothing...

WAKEUPchie!

2008-08-04T14:31:00.001+08:00

american dinner wif Garry

Duh...aku kok ber feeling aneh sih God...

Kayanya baru aja kemaren aku males2an di sofa depan TV nonton Star Movie and E! Tapi sekarang aku udah ada di negara lain...
Puluhan ribu jauh nya dari Bali..

Yah banyak yang aku tinggalkan di sana..tanggung jawabku untuk membuat sarapan tiap pagi, anter jemput Ayu ke sekolah, dan juga papa mama yang lucu dan selalu membawa cerita lucu sehabis pulang kerja, Komang yang terobsesi untuk putih dan TJ yang lola nya setengah hidup bikin orang gregetan..juga Yutik yang sangat berjasa dalam rantai makanan kita semua di rumah..

Sedih rasanya mengetahui kenyataan kalau aku baru bisa bertemu mereka setahun lagi dari sekarang..

Aku semakin yakin untuk tidak berpisah jauh dari mereka..

Yah aku masih ada segudang tugas yang harus aku kerjain..
Selain GPA yang meningkat dari semester-semester sebelumnya, juga tugas pelayanan aku sebagai implementasi dari komitmen yang aku udah ucapkan sebelumnya...

Juga kenangan akan dia, yang masih aku coba untuk hilangkan...Tuhan.sadari dia bahwa cuman aku yang bisa ngertiin dia lebih dari apapun..dan lebih-lebih buka hati dia untuk Kamu masuk ke dalamnya..soalnya aku sangat menyayangkan banget kalo dia ga ikut masuk dalam kerajaanMu nantinya.....

Buku Mentoring by Marsita Poerwanto

2008-06-15T01:52:00.006+08:00

mon.nana.c sita (si mentor)

kira2 seperti inilah bukunya

Duh.....mentor gw yg satu ini bikin kejutan (ga begitu kejutan si,soalnya gw ud tw sebelum ny) tapi gw tetep terharu ngeliat isinya...
14 June 2008, hari dimana buku mentoring itu di terbitkan..
hiks.ternyata berkas2 mentoring gw selama 59 hari itu dibuku kan ama c sita.. ^^
cieeeeh...
terharu banget gw...
isinya selaen catatan mentoring gw.juga da verse2 penting yg keren abis..
trus da personal comment juga..
haha...dan gag lupa.she put my freaky photo wif lemon eyes..

mata jeruk.mata jeruk

duh....plagiarism nih..nge grab foto orng dr FS gag bilang2..
but nvm...thx ya my dear mentor.....

yeah...i love u my dear mentor...

thx for everything that u ve given to me.yesterday.today and tomorrow...

im so lucky for having u as my mentor..

keep ur minstry alive.dont let ur flame off..

lov.MONMON ^^

WE NEED TO ACT

2008-06-11T11:17:00.002+08:00

Look what people have done to destroy our ocean...

XOO ME

2008-06-09T21:16:00.000+08:00

EMPTY - Click 5

Tried to take a picture
Of love
Didn't think I'd miss her
That much
I want to fill this new frame
But its empty

Tried to write a letter
In ink
Its been getting better
I think
I got a piece of paper
But its empty
Its empty

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

And I've even wondered
If we
Should be getting under
These sheets
We could lie in this bed
But its empty
Its empty

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

Oh oh
Oh oh
Oooooh
Oh oh
Oh oh

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

We're empty
We're empty

Or will we end up getting hurt
Is this love a myth
So tell me are you in for this
There's so much more than we can see
More than you
More than me
It takes two to believe!

Maybe it's our first mistake
And baby that's alright
It's crazy how we lost ourselves tonight
Maybe it's our first mistake
And baby that's alright
It's crazy how we lost ourselves tonight
There's a reason why they say that we should give it time
But time is not enough
And that's the reason why when you're young you fall in love

And that's the reason why
When you're young you fall in love [2x]

Bintang di Langit (*gak cuman satu) p.2

2008-05-31T01:07:00.002+08:00

habis semester lalu beasiswa lu ud di potong 30% gara2 IP lo yg gag menuhin syarat.
nah skrang gw pengen pantau n nyuport malah lu nya gag respon.
ok. actually i supported u not only for attracting ur attention.
its more to how care i am.
and how i dunt want to see u re being trapped inside those kind of obstacles.

hiks.hiks.
pengen rasanya nangis.tp air mata nya gag keluar.
gag tw ni.gw kq gag bs nangis.
sepertinya gw ketularan syndrome gag bs nangis dr mentor gw de

so.
just tell me what should i do.
when i saw u fall down coz ur final result.
drop a condolences message or what??
or LOL exactly infront of u and pointing my index finger..
both i can do.but the only 1 that my heart really wants u to know.
i wanna walk beside u.when u re down.thats it.enough

Bintang di Langit (*gak cuman satu)

2008-05-31T00:57:00.002+08:00

ummm..
kisah cinta yang tragis.mungkin itu yang bisa aq gambarin dr perjalanan boyfriend girlfriend relationship yg br bbrapa bulan lalu aq akhirin.
Sebenernya keinginan itu udah ada dari 8 bulan yang lalu.tp br gw bisa ungkapin januari kemaren.
sediiiih...tapi emang ini yang musti aq ambil.
uda cukup lama gw putus ama dia.tp aq masi sering anggep dia amsi punya aq.
sebenernya kan udah enggak..

Hobi yang beda (thx to Riadi for choosing this word)bikin aq gag bisa punya opsi lain,selain bye..bye ama dia.
firstly, he was really againsts it.but nowadays sepertinya dia sudah terbiasa..
aq nya aj yg masi suka care ma dia.
tp gag ditanggepin serupa.
yah gw jga musti inget gw bukan apa2 dia lagi.
so thats not his fault to ignore me...

tapiiii..masa lu harus secuek gitu si...
kan gue beneran peduli ama nilai uas lo..
malah lo jawab sekena nya...
pundung nih gua...

I love this song like crazy...

2008-05-14T13:51:00.001+08:00

Enjoy...

Ministry Today

2008-05-05T02:08:00.000+08:00

Duh hari ini gw pelayanan yg ke dua kali buat jadi singer.Yeah,i felt the presence of God...it was really..really different compare to my previous ministry. Yeah, I have prepared my heart and renew my commitment in ministry. I realised that ministry is a gift that Jesus has given to us, meaning ministry is not what we want but what He has given to us as an achievement in serving Him. He is holly, so when we want to call His presence, we must have holiness in our self, throw away our proud, because He does not like proud as well as, when we put our self firstly more than Him.

I also feel so grateful when Brother David said that I have a potential voice and I need to practice it more and more. This is not for my proud, for me to proud for having a good voice. This is stressed to how people can be blessed through my ministry. Yeah Lord, thank for giving me a talent and soil where I can plant it, thanks for the rain that have watered it, and I am waiting for the season to pick the fruit.

One of my ministry-mate also gave me a shake hand as an achievement that ministry today has done well. He also said congratulation (I don’t know what it does exactly means) but I caught the point, He told me to build my confident more and more. Yeah just now I felt a bit nervous, but that was a different nervous, it’s more like excited and curious about what Jesus is going to give us..

Yeah, overall I feel so satisfied of the presence and the word’s of God through people around me…Thank you Lord that You have opened my knowledge about what is ministry truly means. Thanks for today. For such a community where I can less and less of me, but more and more of You…

GBU..

These Temptations verse 2

2008-05-04T00:06:00.002+08:00

"Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds,"
(I James 1:2)

"Saudara-saudaraku, anggaplah sebagai suatu kebahagiaan, apabila kamu jatuh ke dalam berbagai-bagai pencobaan." (1 Yakobus 1:2)

These Temptations...

2008-05-03T23:51:00.002+08:00

No temptation has seized you except what is common to man.
And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear.
But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can stand
up under it. (1 Corinthians 10: 13)